December 2010
baby girl, i'm a blur.
i woke up in the middle of the night sick after having a dream. my stomach was a mess, and still is when i think about the dream. you now have the power to physically make me sick, i resent you for that. i thought i had control again, i was obviously very wrong.
but i’m leaving 2010 with everything behind me. two months strong, i’m getting better. i’ll be in a new school, with...
someone talk to me about tattoos.
things i want right now:
1. lady gaga to release her new album
2. to know what the hell i’m doing for new years
3. to drink that tequila i have (but i won’t, cause it’d be pointless)
4. to finish Thirteen Reasons Why tonight
5. to go sledding (while extremely fucked up)
6. FOOD.
I wanna watch a cute, french movie.
i want to watch a cute movie, preferably in english though.
lets get high or drunk
& play in the snow all night.
wake up on the morning of christmas eve.
and get called a cunt by my father. fuck this family.
we are such similar people.
SOO WEIRD.
my life is going to begin falling into place
over the next few months. i am so excited for the future.
i've lost my charge, i've been deguassed.
you said this time would be the last.
i need to be high.
madness fills my heart and soul.
today,
i got into emmanuel & got a pretty good scholarship. my excitement died down too quickly, probably because i know i won’t end up there. i need more money than what they gave, but it’s still a pretty good amount. i should be more excited, or at least proud. i’m not.
i finished christmas shopping today. i really do love giving, much more than i do receiving (and i’m not...
i should be used to this by now, shouldn't i?
i hope you still love me.
even though you now know everything.
you can hate me all you want.
but you should at least talk to me about it.
...ALSO,
whiteponyskates:
Dear guy who rolls around in a wheel chair in woburn center,
I’ve seen you walk before.
You don’t need that wheel chair.
You are just lazy.
….stupid.
hense the name “hermit crab.” everyone has seen him crawl around without his shell.
i am so incredibly pissed off, and so fucking nervous.
it makes my body numb, it makes my mind numb.
i need to vent before i fucking blow up.
you will never understand.
that all i EVER asked for was love. that’s all.
imagine me & you is the cutest movie i've ever...
new favorite?
there is no better feeling than feeling sexy.